All the fun & spontaneous things happen months before my 21st birthday, taunting me. Can’t go to clubs, can’t go to bars (which i’d rather prefer, at least the nice ones and with good company), & can’t go to fashion shows or runway events like tonight :(. Twenty, you are such a tease.

Its new years, and my baby is a thousand miles away :(. Awesome.

But, there’s just one person missing from it all. Hopefully he finds the courage to step up already, because I don’t like feeling incomplete.